I am trying to lose weight...I want to be 120 again. Right now I feel uncomfortable in my own skin...I love eating though....LOVE LOVE LOVE eating. I cant seem to stop.

Today I had

* 2 cups of coffee with milk and 4 sugar substitutes.
* ONe bowl of cereal
* 7 pieces of sushi.
* Soup
* Musli
* 1 Apple
* * 1/2 mango
* 1 kiwi

Tomorrow I want to eat the same, cept no soup!!! More fruit, maybe morevegtables. Eggs are also a good source of protein.

Yesterday my friends and I drove all the way to the French border for a Sci-fi convention. Its quite crazybecause we had to drive really far but the road trip was fun. Had some nice conversation and lots of laughs along the way.
I went as Babydoll from Sucker Punch, the movie. I absolutely LOVE this film so much. I knew when I saw it that I just HAD to get the costume...even if I never wore it, cept for cleaning the house. It is a very empowering outfit.



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What a lovely week this has been. Starting today a week ago...
It was last Friday and I was getting ready to go see EMILIE AUTUMN live for the first time in Tivoli, Utrecht. As some of you know, my little icon is me dressed up as Emiie from a few years ago so I was rather excited to see what they were wearing and to see the amazing costumes for real. I met up with some girls who were also on their way to the event. Ta-da!

The theater was on the small side so we were all crammed into this tiny little space, but the good things is that no mater what, you were close to the stage!!!!

Emilie's voice was in top form that night.
It was amazing seeing her live and makes you listen to the songs in a different way. There is more emotion and truth in them somehow. I just love how Emilie is trying to make the world aware of how hard life is but you can still make the most of it, no matter what. I can write a whole essay on the "Fight like a girl" issue but the entry would be way too long. LOL


THANK YOU ARIEROSE for introducing me to Emilie many, many years ago!!
Met some nice people at the gig.

Saturday night was spent playing Grand Theft and Fable 2 with one of my close friends. :-)

On Monday I nearly killed my stomach muscles with Pilates for the first time again in ...a looong time. Its been too long. It feels good though.
The next day I went to the second interview at Claire's - the night before was riddled with Nightmares and sleeplessness, AGH!!!!! BUT I GOT THE JOB!!! I was so happy and full of relief! You would not believe. The last few months has been stressfull beyond words and not something I want to think about anymore, I am just happy that its over now. OVER. And I survived. I am stronger than I thought and I am ever so proud of myself.
Then I met up with a girl I met from the EA concert. She sent me a few nicem essages on FB and we decided spontaneously to meet up. We hada nice time drinking wine in the park, in the sun. The weather has been delightfull this week and I made sure to enjoy the outdoors as much as I possibly can. We had lunch and we just talked for a while and had a lot in common with each other. We will be meeting up again sometime even though we live in different cities. I have mostly male friends so its refreshing for a change.

The rest of the week was spent in the sun, shopping and RELAXING! Oh my goodness did I need that. Oh and ofcourse, AMIGO's the best Mexican place in the world. I got a card from them for my b-day which entitled me to a free dinner, always awesome right?
Oh how things have taken a turn for the better. I am so glad I made it.

epilogue.net...
You guys know the drill right. Well before Xmas I submitted art to it again, after years and years. It got accepted. Previously the same painting was 'not epilogue quality' and now all of a sudden, unedited, it is. That proves my point I made all those years ago. Epilogue is a terrible, terrible site when it comes to their moderators.

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Just noticed that more than half my friends were deleted from my friend's list. Who knows how that happened so I added you back. I haven't been on here in such a long time but I really do want to post more :-) I miss it.

A night for a Vampire Ball....
The night was hosted by the amazingly talented Viona Art/Photography

Victoria Francis and I.


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Unsent love letters...what to do with them? :-)

http://kxhara.deviantart.com/
I am formatting the PC tomorrow so I can't save all the goodies now, but will do later :-)

An Absolutely AMAZING weekend.
I was part of the ROYAL FAMILY voted to be rulers of Elfia for 6 months. This is what I aimed for all those years ago.6 Years ago when I firststarted going to these events, I never couls have imagined that people would know who I am.
I had goosebump moments and close to tear moments and amazing moments. Beyond words ...

Here are the pics





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